NORMAL LIFE
1) simple like i wake up at 9am and go to sleep before 2am..thats normal:)
2) i read at least 4 newspapers everyday..i usually read STAR,NST, Berita Harian & Metro=)
3) i have time to watch tv,dvd and related
4) i have time to jog etc
5) normal time for bfast, lunch, tea-break and dinner..
6) i have time to read (in my situation novel is the most important thing)
7) i can listen to the radio,music etc as u please (it's a must)
8) i update my blogs everyday unless there is something up and cant go on9 :)
9) i get alert with anything latest about what i suppose to know ( i think so..well i need to b updated with these news;p) and what i interested with such as the economic, town planning, environment, public transport etc mostly about the current issues happening in and outside the country..
10) its all i can remember for the time being..:) any will be updated in next entry
ABNORMAL LIFE BY MY DEFINITION
why i said not normal is because of the few reasons as listed below..it totally pissed me off..
1) i sleep only at 4-5am the next day..(this is totally not because of im staying up late ok!).its due to my ABNORMAL working hours
2) as i started work i began to stop buying the papers (this was the starting of not reading the papers) and within 2months i dont read much..on9 papers always available as i go on9 regularly but only a few times i open it and actually reading it because..the only reason of i go on9 is to update my fb status;p LOL!
3) as i started work i began to watch less and less tv porgram (in fact none at all), it takes me 2-3 days to finish 1dvd eventho it only takes 2-3hours in 1 day..im totally out of normal;p
4) eventho i dont usually jog but at least if i want to..theres always time to do so;(
5) eventho i always skipped bfast and lunch but as in no4..if i want to theres always a right time to do so..;(
6) this is the most important part of why my life is not normal as before..if the drug addicts cant live without his drugs..i cant live without reading novels..this is my favorite thing to do..MOST!but now i tend to get very sleepy whenever i open "my love"..how sad;(
7) im working well in a very nice environment..im sitting in a proper & comfortable desk and chair but still theres something missing and that is the sound of a music(not even one is played oek!)..all i can hear is the sound of the telephone ringing.. people chitchat-ing..talking shit etc about others (WTH)..people's yelling at each other (sometimes) and people's laughing hard! well i dont need that..what a really stressful enviroment of not normal life i've been through nowadays wokeh!
8) i seldom have time to update my blogs..this is due to my addiction to the fb;p theres a lot to tell to my baby (this blog ekeke) but theres no strength and enough energy to do so..;(
9) it seems i go blind and deaf about everything and anything that interest me few months back..huhu...and now im really into something that is totally not useful to improve my general knowledge...the sharpness of my thinking is going down and the ability to catch up became low too...this is a disaster...i really hope that i get that job...
10) maybe theres a lot of reasons out there need to be found by me or i might forget due to my inability to catch up things now..hurmm..gullpppp..this is a bad signs deyy..
so all have been pointed out and well said..im totally live in an abnormal life now..so i really need to get out of this and gaining back and collect all the piece of my life which i think is already fall into pieces..the longer i stay here..the more pieces i need to collect and gather...hufff..
p/s: well this is the journey of my life..huhu..all i can say is if getting the post is what is written for me i'll try harder to accept OR i'll consider other alternatives such as finding a new job perhaps...SWOT ANALYSIS is needed when that time shows up;p
until we meet again love..
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