Sunday, October 31, 2010

OKEH SINCE I BEEN GONE

hehehe time2 serabot lagi maha blurr macam ni la mencari my official blog utk mencari ketenangan selain tempat utk meluahkan perasaan yg tersimpan dalam ati cewahh hahaha...
huhuhuhu banyak yg terjadi dalam masa bulan oktobere ni huuu...where should i start..ok 1st thing 1st yg paling penting mst la pasal diri sendiri kan..

a few reasons why im in "not a good mood"

1) baru lepas interview which i really hope i get the post okeh walaopon gaji sikit i dont care anymore..i need a normal life..where is my normal life is why i want to write in here..this is why im here today..so this is a strong motivation and also a strong urge from within me to jot down every little thing that makes up my life which is now from time to time leaving me behind..naaa..puas ati sy..hahaha

2) i miss my family so much..
lots of friends on9 and not on9 who are there is not going to make me happy unless im near and close to my family esp my generic family (dad,mom and siblings) fullstop!i missed them a lot..huhu..eventho kadang2 mereka sangat2 la menyusahkan,memeningkan but at least i have someone to yell, someone to laugh with (remember my chitchat with my mom day b4 i go back to kl) lawak ehh...someone to hit hahaha (dan always kena la with me) and someone to kacau2 kasi temper..hahaha at least they are my family...

3) by right that the only thing that i can think of..hurmmm

so here the most important thing in my life right now is my normal life and also my family
this is my happiness..so hope i can get what i need most in my life..to be close to my family and normal life...what i have been through for the past 2months is totally not a normal life i wanted and i have learned my lesson..huhu

p/s: please God help me to get what i want this time..i know u always give me what i want through my mom's prayer and also a little prayer i did huhuhu...

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