ARGGHHHH HEADACHE OKEH!!

Macam-macam jadi arini.hai laptop ingat kan jauh dr kl dpt la kurang sket on9..

arini baca news @ Metro..macam2 berita wooo..paling banyak pasal kes pukul..dera...bunuh x silap ada jg..anak pukul bapa la..boyfren pukul girlfren la..alahai dunia2...xtau la apa mau jadi..

sy ni lagi la x tau apa mau jadi..so roller coaster idup sy ni skng..

back then im sure what i really want..but why now i think im a lil bit confuse of what i want...OMG..this is really hard..i tell u..i can assure u that i really committed to b a town planner..(or i think i want to be one) but now what happen..why so sudden..kenapa ba sy berubah kenapa ba??huhuhuhu..sakit btol kepala, sakit otak fikir which is d best?mesti ada org pernah mengalami kejadian aneh ini kan??huhu..

MY OPTION NOW!!!

A) continue master forget my love to journalism ( i think im falling for u now- journalism)

B) forget master..get a job RELATED to town planning try it out for 1-2 years then decide!!u still like it or not..

C) apply d post u saw just now..b a journalist..OR continue study take major in journalism..

D) no option D??i havent think about it yet..huhuhu

what choice i must take..God help me?which path should i take?

semua orang mesti ketawa terbahak2 everytime i talk about this..apa ingat sy ni x bakat ka??hahaha...orang lain x mungkin kenal siapa sy selain dari sy sndri...dat is for sure..what i like?what i want...nobody knows..sy tau la i talk a lot about my never ending dreams kan..but it's the truth..people have dreams what..x salah kalau ada bjuta dreams kan..thank God i have this blog..my hard feelings collector...huhuhu..

but seriously i think now im in a critical situation where it a matter life or death..:(

susahnya mau buat pilihan..i hate it when i must choose..I HATE MULTIPLE CHOICE ANSWER OKEH!!

kenapa dulu sy konfiden skang x lagi..suda hilangkah minat sy itu..atau pada masa itu sy memaksa diri meminatinya..huhuhu..kesiannya sy kalau mcm tu..atau pun disebabkan sy rasa sy mempunyai tanggungjawab yg lebih besar utk d pikul...huhuhu..im sure i dont realize what i want or what i like until now..dat is for sure..

WHY I SAY THIS:

1) i always do good in anything if i like whether i like it or not..or i force myself to like it (bukan ckp besar..ni kenyataan)

2) ok now im speechless...hurmm fikir balik la..td ada ja ayat dlm otak ni..haiihhh- to b continued la..hahaha

-banyaknya minat ko DK tp try to fokus..ko just hilang fokus saja ni...

lets sing a song from GLEE drama..hehehe

"u cant always get what u want..u cant always get what u want..but if u try sometime...u got what u need..."

huhuhuhu what do i need??(T_T)

keciannya sy..but i really hope a brighter future for me tho..

p/s: DK remember u got that call today (today means 20/07/2010)..again this is for your reminder only ok..:)

this is only one of many chapters in your life DK..be though..

there's still a long journey to go through..this is a journey of my life

i think im crazy bcoz of journalism..why journalism??will b continue in next post..hehehe